Just some thoughts and feelings

People say things so easily, yet their actions do not match up with it. So much for the "I will stay with you forever". Now, here i am, feeling so much emotions, just because of you. Hope once you are gone, you stay gone. Don't ever come back because it will hurt me more.  Stay strong buddy, just keep going.  - Your thoughts

Naive Why am i so stupid? Stupid enough to believe everything.  Stay strong buddy, just keep going. - Your thoughts

Wishful thinking Ever looked at someone and say, "Damn. He/she is so perfect". Like you could spend the whole time with them and it wouldn't be dull and boring. Ya'll be talking for hours, yet not feel tired. I really wish i could spend everyday with you, listening to your silly stories, just you sharing everything to me make me feel things. Your smile, your eyelash and your lil laughter really just make me wanna make time stop, just so i could stare at you without you noticing. Would you still be there in the future? Stay strong buddy, just keep going. - Your thoughts

Feelings I really wish i didn't meet you. Who knows i'd like you so much. How we kind of stood so near, how you laughed at shit i say or did. Your laughter really tops it off. You know it was times like this that i wished i was prettier. that way, i can confidently go after you. And it was times like this that i really wished that i was cool or popular enough so at least i am worthy to be someone special for you.  Now every moment, i'd think about you. Even though it was just the first day, so much feels have developed for you. I am such a fucking weirdo and a creep.    Stay strong buddy, just keep going. - Your thoughts